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"What do you do when you are sixty-two and permanently disabled by multiple sclerosis? The world gets much smaller when you can no longer go out into it easily. Time gets harder to fill without the use of hands and with increasingly limited endurance. Two problems arise, how to meet the needs for community and creativity. It helps to have a bit of serendipity. A year ago, I happened upon an article in the local newspaper about a writing group started by Maxine Hong Kingston that was still meeting after ten years. While the group’s original purpose was to heal the wounds of Vietnam veterans through writing and an encouraging community, it had grown to include people from a number of backgrounds. Best of all, from my point of view, the group met only fifteen miles from my house. I had found my community." (From the Anthology, My Bio)
Since publication in September, we have been out and about at events, bookstores and classrooms giving readings and promoting our work. My first reading was at the Paradise Ridge Winery in Santa Rosa. Following is a poem I wrote about that experience...
The View from Paradise
You let me out, Lord. I thank you for that. Only for an afternoon but you took me to Paradise. Long ago, you set a path for me which I have followed faithfully. The path became a rut, then a trench and then a ditch. The ditch became a chasm, which has now become a canyon. The canyon walls are narrowing and are to sheer for me to climb. You've held me there till now and now open a valley before me. You lead me to a ridge overlooking that valley and show me the countless possibilities below. Yet here, look here where we stand surrounded by oaks and grasses and people. Here, in this small place, you show me my reality. My energy melts away under the sharp September sun. Not even shade or breeze can revive my body. I never ever imagined it would be like this but I only drew from youthful memories. You want me to speak to the people the poetry we set down together. But before I can finish I falter, I fail. Did you bring me here to show me what I can no longer physically do? I see that and also the extent of your cruelty. You say to me open your eyes and see beyond. See the one who loves you most and finishes speaking the words we wrote. Listen to the words of yours and others and recognize what is there. Fill your senses with language and love for that is what you have and that is all you need. Thank God, Lord. Don Edward Morris September 11, 2006
Here is one poems I read on Paradise Ridge (see photo above). It's in the book but it's been changed somewhat.
Shipping Away Is there a space for one more breath in the farthest darkness of a moonless night in solitude and quietude and dreams... ... a strange desert. Wind driven by centuries of lost sighs calls the sands into shrouds infused with moonlike peace welcoming a thousand last breaths to enter. One turned and waved goodbye... ... in solitude and quietude when life goes out when life comes in and some distant writing somehow decides if you awaken or stay dead asleep? The telephone... the telephone... the telephone... Reality's ice knifes through so many layers of sleep where I crouch safe from what is, where I recline in timeless unconcern until the blade strikes the bone of contention... the telephone... My hand gropes into the black world and finds... the telephone. Nothing warm or polite to say, and as I stand angry and dumb I hear a voice distant yet familiar like home, my beautiful son speaking: dad, we're shipping out today. I only have a minute left and I wanted to tell you I love you, dad. Goodbye...